2nd Monthversary “celebration”

My relationship turned 2 months at 25 January and so we decided to get together and.. just be merry =D

Actually we already talked about this since we were still in holiday at Jakarta. We should buy a cake and eat together, celebrating Christmas, New Year, and our 1st monthversary (that time).

Actually that’s just a lame reason for us to eat a cake together XD

So yeah… This post will have many photos! So please read more to continue..

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Happy 2 Months

It’s been 2 months since we’re officially dating. (And we actually made up the date nyahahaha)
Or maybe it should be counted as 1 month since we didn’t see each other for 1 month at holiday =P

It sure feels longer.
And I hope it will be even longer =)

I pray
that I will have strength
courage
perseverance

To stay still and be at your side..

Don’t you worry about a thing, coz I’m staying.

And everything’s gonna be ok……… =)

Dearest readers,
I sincerely ask for your prayers for my beloved boyfriend.
He hasn’t been very well and we haven’t quite known what’s really wrong
‘Til we know, we seek your prayers and support.
Thank you =)

I’m The One. You Don’t Need To Worry.

Darling, i luv u not becoz of ur looks. Not becoz of ur money. U can b sure that out of those millions, i’m the one. =)

out of those ppl who like u or approach u,i’m the one who really luv u.

I’m the one. You don’t need to worry about any others.

=)

Of course, my boyfriend didn’t write this. He’s not that poetic type. All text here is copyright of me, so yea, I wrote it =P
Originally in sms. I intentionally send the message via bluetooth to my computer to be copy-pasted. LoL.

Silence is not golden

In fact, that theory is the most ridiculous ever.

Sometimes you might think that rather than hurting a particular person, you better keep silent. You just never know that it might just hurt even more.

Because by keeping silent you make the person assuming. Without any certainty. Not even a clue to determine something. And being in the state of assuming something that may or may not have happened just simply sucks. You think it’s right, but it might be not. You hope you’re wrong, yet you don’t know what’s the right thing.

And I really feel very… hurt that I have to keep silent….. For some more time.

Please, let me be. Because I will be changing. In time. I promise.

Love the love songs..

My dearest friend Putu made a playlist dedicated to me on last.fm

It’s a playlist containing love songs… Only love songs..

And more than half of them are my fave tracks already.

Thank’s Putu!

And I guess I’ll share the playlist. Just click play on the player below (You’ll need flash)

You can also listen to the playlist online – please visit this link to do so.

Just in case you don’t know..

Yes, I’m not single anymore.

Can’t even remember the last time I had a boyfriend. Was it like.. 2 years ago? Haha.. It doesn’t matter.

To the people who have been congratulating me via friendster, facebook, sms, instant message, or whatever (even my blog’s shoutbox!), thank you very much..
Your support means a lot to me =)
It’s been a long time since I had a relationship and I gotta say I was kinda traumatized. Yes, I’m still young, but believe me, my previous relationship was a very… Adult one I may say.. And I went through literally everything.. The state when we became really understanding of each other.. The state when we really hated each other and childishly planning revenge to each other.. Ah. The past. So dearest my ex-bf, you know who you are, thank’s though since you made me growing up much more faster than I should be. I dunno whether it’s a good thing or a bad thing. Yah nevertheless, thank’s..

My bf is not the kind of “existing online” type, so I can’t give links to his profile online or his blog where he writes another entry similar like mine. Well, just be sure that he’s a great guy who cares about me. And by “me” I mean a girl who is super spoiled and attention deprived. So if he’s able to surpass that requirement of mine, you can confidently say he’s seriously the one. Hahaha.

This is a proof that projects (proooooooojeccctss) can bring people close together. Haha. Ya, just FYI, he was my groupmate for 3 projects. And this term I had 4 projects. So you can imagine how much time I spent together with him. And the next term we’re bidding for courses and sitting in for projects together yet again.. Hahahaha =D Not because he’s my love interest.. Just because I feel comfortable working with him. (and cuddling with him, of course. Hahahaha)

And dearest my sweetie,
I’m glad that you came.
And I know, I wasn’t making the wrong choice… =)

I’m signing off before I got bashed for making people jealous. Mwahaha.

Makes me wonder…

Sometimes I pass by the roads we passed together before. Hand in hand, smile on face, nervous giggles and happy chattering. We were happy. Or at least I daresay so.

Sometimes I sit at the same place where we’ve eaten together before. Sometimes even with the same food. And I just can’t help those pictures of our moments playing in my head. I just can’t.

And every Sunday when I go to church, I just wonder why I don’t go with you as we used to be…

And sometimes there’s just this moment where we’re together in the same place, and something or somebody just popped something that surely reminds us of a moment. But we say nothing. I just wonder whether you’re secretly recalling it in your mind, just like I do…

Sometimes I just wonder whether you recall the things the same way I do. How can I forget you, when every inch of Singapore is just reminding me of you?

Time flies. Things will change. We might end up in separate ways, not the way we (or at least I) secretly planned in mind.

I’m never good at one-to-one conversation, so here I tell you. I miss you. Sometimes like hell. Sometimes I tell myself that I don’t. Or at least I tried. Nevertheless I can’t put aside the fact that I really miss you. Not the you I know now. Not the you the people know. People may not know you change, but I do. When people say you’re always committed to whatever you do, I just hide my aching heart inside…

I miss your smile. Not the ordinary smile. That honest wide smile that makes your eyes look even smaller. I might sound pervert but I miss your touch. The warm touch which I never got from anybody. Your hand. Your shoulder.

And I miss sniffing your aroma…

And after countless times I’ve told myself to go on, here I am. Typing this very blogpost with tears running down my cheeks, each of them shouting “I miss you”.

I just wonder whether you ever miss me too…

Today is the 24th of August..

So it’s the birthday of my siblings! Do note that I use plural form.

Yeah, it’s the birthday of my twin siblings. And they are boy-girl twin, mind you!

The photo of them. They took it by themselves. Ha ha ha. I guess camwhoring runs in family =P

Happy birthday, Gustav and Patricia. =) You might not understand what I’m writing right now as your English still sucks =P Well, I wish both of you can be fluent soon. Your dearest eldest sister, who is none other than yours truly, became fluent in the age of 15 or so. You guys are 12 now, so still 3 years to go.

Whoa. You guys are 12.

Seriously, I can’t really accept the fact that you guys have grown up. I don’t need to be a parent to experience the feeling “oh no my kids have grown up, i can’t take this”.

Maybe this means you guys won’t listen to me anymore. You guys won’t follow my clothing rules (Patty, no tank tops and short pants please!!!) anymore. You guys won’t buy me some ice cream and snacks just because I want to (oops =P) anymore.

I can’t buy Patty these stupid pink fancy things anymore. Maybe now you want some sleek bag and simple-yet-kewl T-shirt (your sister’s favourite ). Maybe Gustav won’t do his hair like he used to do anymore. Maybe bald is in, bro.

Whatever. I miss you guys. I miss you guys a lot. I miss you until I’m lost for words.

Happy birthday. Study hard. Stop watching the cheesy soap operas (for Patty). Stop watching the stupid “mystic” shows (for Gustav). Keep pursuing your hobby, life is not just about studying, even though our parents make it look like so. Keep being tech-savvy, you are MY siblings, FGS!

All in all, may you have the most pleasant day in a year.

Your sister,
Sylv