My Grey World

My mom called me at 1 AM in the morning one day. I rejected it. Who the hell picks up calls at 1 AM? However soon after she sms-ed me saying that she wished to inform me that Gong-gong (Grandpa) is in critical condition and she wanted me to check about hospitals in Singapore. And [...]

Papa, Mama, I grew up. But it hurts. So much. I want to go back to the earlier years. I want you to buy me tons of books. I want you to clap for me when I’m playing the piano, even so horribly. That was ten years ago, maybe even more, but still. I want [...]

I miss you more than you can imagine When I’m lying alone on my bed in my pitch dark room, looking at the tiny indicator light of the aircon, knowing that you’re not on the other bed, singing or talking nonsense about your day. I miss you more than you can imagine When I wake [...]

I think it was my fault. But right now please let me hating you for being away. Because I’m selfish. A la Blair Waldorf in the most heartbreaking Gossip Girl episode : Why did you leave without saying goodbye? And maybe I’m a coward because I have no heart nor courage to stand up, confront [...]

Cece was excited and eager to see you ever since Cece’s sister (Cece Fiona/Ona) told Cece that Khew Mei (Auntie) was pregnant with you. Cece even browsed a lot of baby names website to search for a name for you. Cece has given names to your brother and sisters, even though only the middle name. [...]

I really love stating this fact : I’m kinda free. I feel more relaxed than usual This Good Friday I went to Church of St Peter and Paul. Initially I and my boyfriend wanted to go to the Cathedral of Good Shepherd but we have heard news about it being overcrowded. Heh. It’s usually overcrowded [...]

My beloved boyfriend turned 19 on March 18th 2008. I know, I know, he’s young. But so am I. I’m only 2 months younger! *hint hint* anyway.. Arrrgghhh why is my FLickr post bar not working??? It hinders my blogging!! Grrrr *turning to ScribeFire* Okay, first off. Get a piece of paper, a pencil, a [...]

I practically failed all my midterms. So far I’ve known the results of two midterms and well.. So to say.. Not good. Not good at all. Sad. Disappointed. Friends keep telling me it’s okay, but please. It’s not. It’s happened. And it’s going to affect my final result. Depressed.