Makes me wonder…
Sometimes I pass by the roads we passed together before. Hand in hand, smile on face, nervous giggles and happy chattering. We were happy. Or at least I daresay so.
Sometimes I sit at the same place where we’ve eaten together before. Sometimes even with the same food. And I just can’t help those pictures of our moments playing in my head. I just can’t.
And every Sunday when I go to church, I just wonder why I don’t go with you as we used to be…
And sometimes there’s just this moment where we’re together in the same place, and something or somebody just popped something that surely reminds us of a moment. But we say nothing. I just wonder whether you’re secretly recalling it in your mind, just like I do…
Sometimes I just wonder whether you recall the things the same way I do. How can I forget you, when every inch of Singapore is just reminding me of you?
Time flies. Things will change. We might end up in separate ways, not the way we (or at least I) secretly planned in mind.
I’m never good at one-to-one conversation, so here I tell you. I miss you. Sometimes like hell. Sometimes I tell myself that I don’t. Or at least I tried. Nevertheless I can’t put aside the fact that I really miss you. Not the you I know now. Not the you the people know. People may not know you change, but I do. When people say you’re always committed to whatever you do, I just hide my aching heart inside…
I miss your smile. Not the ordinary smile. That honest wide smile that makes your eyes look even smaller. I might sound pervert but I miss your touch. The warm touch which I never got from anybody. Your hand. Your shoulder.
And I miss sniffing your aroma…
And after countless times I’ve told myself to go on, here I am. Typing this very blogpost with tears running down my cheeks, each of them shouting “I miss you”.
I just wonder whether you ever miss me too…
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mvn
on August 31st, 2007
syl..
yang kuat, yang tabah, yang tegar..
waktu akan menyembuhkan segalanya.. dan suatu saat nanti pasti akan ada waktu di mana semua kenangan itu bisa kembali diingat tanpa harus membuat hati jadi sakit
cheer up!
harph
on September 5th, 2007
damn… gue terharu…
harus nya tuh cowo bangga udah di kangenin ama loe.. take it easy aja …
Aris
on September 7th, 2007
Hi sylv… masih inget ga sama aku?
Puisinya bagus sekali…
Simple, to the point.
Sangat mengena.
Sejak dahulu memang begitulah cinta, deritanya tiada akhir… hehehe. But, rest assured that those bitter-sweet memories will become the memories you cherish the most, one day… Thank God you have had the opportunity to experience the happy times. Some of us never get the chance.
Btw, good luck ya kuliahnya ^^
sylv
on September 8th, 2007
mia dan harph, makasih…
Aris, kamu yang mana yah… Maap aku kenal banyak Aris nih
sylv
on September 8th, 2007
oh aris yang bikin kupika. halo halo aris
makomako
on September 13th, 2007
babeeeee!!!! apa yang terjadi sama elo… ??? huhu gua juga jadi ikutan sedih… >.
makomako
on September 13th, 2007
eh kok geblek ini..msg gua kepotong… >.
makomako
on September 13th, 2007
huu cape deh kepotong lg
sylv
on September 13th, 2007
mako dodol.. masih pake nanya =P
oh maap, abis tanda “< ” emang kepotong.. some php tag problem.. lupa..
Derianto
on September 14th, 2007
waaa…..!!
siapa tuh yg diceritain di puisi?
keliatannya uda deket bngt ya
Nid
on September 19th, 2007
you’re so cute (: hang in there kiddo *squish*
Sabun
on February 18th, 2010
OMG Syl, jadi ikutan emo haha =x how to study for midterm like this!!! Haha
Sylvia Giacinta
on February 18th, 2010
waduh, maap deh klo bikin emo. Ini post udah lama banget hahahaha..
Good luck buat midterms!!