My Grey World

What should you do when the one thing you should love are destroyed, little by little, slowly but surely, just in front of your very eyes?

You know the time when it all turns into ashes will come. It will come chasing you. Not silently. It will shout, as loud as it can.

What should you do? Pretending to be brave, facing it?

Or run away?

“Don’t run away from problems. It won’t solve it”

Tsk. Cliche. And you know how much I hate cliches.

Ok, we shouldn’t run away.
But should we stand there and let ourselves be crushed?

Maybe sometimes it’s better to stand clear and distant.
And watch it grows bigger and worse, destroying the thing you should love…
And cry for it, watching the thing ripped, hit, destroyed….
The thing won’t have any shape anymore.

At least, it doesn’t do us any harm.

…..I guess.

And sometimes it seems to be the only wise choice.