My Grey World

I feel that it has become harder to me to blog. Or to write.

I feel like there’s an urge to write something so-called “meaningful”.

I feel that people have become more demanding to posts like those. Posts with “cool” language style, talking about current events or other cool things, or maybe notably using links.

See, that’s my burden to write. It’s like I’ve been pushed to write something cool. Something.. Meaningful. Rather than the stories of my life, which was actually my ultimate purpose when setting up my old blog (s).

I read my old blog yesterday. The oldest blog. Oh, second oldest.  I saw my posts. Hmm. Everyday’s life.

Looks so childish or youthful, but more interesting to read. Er. I think.

But it’s so hard now to come back to my old style.

It’s like I’ve been dip so deep that I can’t get out.

So…

Hmm. I guess people change.