My Grey World

Coz it’s so damn easy…

Huhuhu if only I could. I found the exam papers and it was like my first grade (elementary! that was 11 years ago) exam. Duh.
I heard that Indonesians are not allowed to take that course due to the similarity to their own mother tongue. (eh so what if it’s similar???)

Oh, but how if they don’t know that I’m Indonesian? (that speaks Indonesian which is similar-but-not-same to Malay)
Since I’ve got this you-look-local look. Duh.

Everybody that sees me for the first time here (in Singapore) will think that I’m a local. Can’t blame them. I look soooo local.

I dunno whether I should be proud or…. what? I guess being considered as a local when actually you’re not ain’t something to be proud of. Or is it?
But ain’t that nice, I’m finally in a country where I can be considered a local…. If you know what I mean.
I never get that look get-out-of-here-you-freak-coz-you-don’t-look-like-us here. How can? Hahaha..

You know what, sometimes I wish I weren’t born in Indonesia.

So that I wouldn’t miss it a lot, even in a country where I’m considered a local.