My Grey World

Yew. I’m writing (er, typing) this in order to kill time before I watch the match between the Netherlands and Argentina.
Ah. As if i would be able to stay awake?
2 more hours Sylv.. Survive, survive!
Ah, you crazy mosquitoes! Why are you keeping sucking my blood eh?
Where’s my eucalyptus oil? (minyak kayu putih maksudnya)

You know what? I’m currently confused. Bahasa Indonesianya, ragu-ragu. About what?
Itu loh, soal major yang saya ambil di college.
(whoo I love mix-mix lingos! XD)
Information Systems Management (ISM). A mix between IT and business. Which are actually my points of interest.
My friend said that there are two possibilities as the graduate of ISM.
The 1st one, you’re good in both business and IT.
The 2nd one, you’re bad in both business and IT. (indonesianya : nanggung gitu skillnya)

Arh. Am I gonna be able to cope with it? I mean, can I get that high GPA as my cousin got? Erh. My cousin’s major, in my opinion, is far easier than mine. Communication. Hello?? Does it require your understanding of programming lingo?? Does it require practicing making software bla bla blaaah?
Juz read on your books. (in my cousin’s case, photocopied books. LOL) Read and understand. And then write everything you can remember on your test paper. Voila! GPA of 3.98 is in your hand! (that’s my cousin’s GPA, btw)
Anyway, I don’t know what GPA stands for. LOL

Up ‘til now, I still don’t have a clue about programming. U know lah, the base of computer. Not a bit. Yew. I have even forgotten M.Excel’s formulas. Yeeeeewww.
The only formal education of my programming was 5 years ago. I was on the 2nd grade of junior high school and joined computer club. (along with a dream together with my friend, Kinski, to build a website on our own. Jeeezh. What a dream)
And what I learned was just the very very very basic algorithm. It was like this:
Ada 3 ember. Ember A berisi air tanah. Ember C berisi air laut. Buatlah ember C berisi air tanah.

Halah. Ga penting ya? (-_-‘) Itu jg gw dah lupa-lupa inget soalnya. Pokoknya intinya, penyelesaiannya adalah:
· Pindahkan isi ember C ke ember B.
· Pindahkan isi ember A ke ember C.

That’s it. Yew. Penting ga? Halah..

Anyway, waktu gw belajar itu, ada loh temen gw yang dah ngerti, pake bahasa programming entah dari mana. Sampe gurunya bilang : “Waduh, belon waktunya pake itu”.
Ternyata, temen saya (yang baru kelas 2 SMP juga waktu itu), udah jago M. Visual Basic.. Yew. (ampe sekarang aja saya ga bisa Visual Basic. Visual Basic? Apaan ya?)

Tapi setelah itu, Computer Club hiatus. Entah kenapa, meeting cuma pernah sekali. (ampun deh) Abis itu, ga pernah lagi ada meeting. Dan pupuslah harapan saya dan Kinski untuk bikin website.. Wakakakak.
Btw, mau tau saya dan Kinski mao bikin website apa?
Kita mau bikin website “Dr. Cinta”… Buat bantuin orang-orang yang lagi jatuh cinta gitu. Yuckz banget ga seeeehh? OMG. Wakakakakakaka.
Kalo Kinski baca.. Hoy Ki! Gw masih nyimpen loh segudang polling kita.. Wakakakakakakaka…

Pernah juga, waktu saya masih SMP juga, kelas 3 kalo ga salah. Lagi asik2nya maen internet gratis di sekolah.
Di samping saya, 2 junior saya lagi asik maen komputer.
“EH jangan pake itu! Yang kayak gini aja!”
“Lah ntar musuhnya gimana?”

Huhuhuhu. OMG. Mereka lagi bikin game. Pake Visual Basic juga. Kenapa saya masih segini goblok ampe sekarang? Yew…
Waktu itu saya ngintip2 yang sedang mereka lakukan. ada kata2 “Snesh” ato something like that lah.
Keesokannya, saya coba2 maen Visual Basic.
Hasilnya?
Nol besar lah. Wong ga ngerti apa2. Huhuhuhuhu.

Hobi komputer saya sempet terhenti waktu masuk SMA. Er, sejak SMP juga udah terhenti sih. Komputer saya akhirnya cuma jadi alat buat bikin tugas dan maen game.. Weh…
Baru keinget lagi soal komputer waktu iseng2 bikin personal website (yang sekarang lagi dalam time-limit-less reconstruction. XP). Maksudnya biar saya punya “portal” di dunia maya. Punya sesuatu yang mewakili saya di dunia maya. Punya proof of existence di dunia maya.
Aaaarrrhh darn you mosquitoes!!!

Yah, kalo ditilik sih, kalo soal komputer dan electronic thingy, gw ga pernah mengalami kesulitan buat ngerti. Jadi gw ga pernah jadi orang yang panik-panik ga jelas waktu tiba-tiba muncul dialog box di monitor.

Aduuuuh, tapi tetep aja. Landasan pengetahuan saya tentang ilmu komputer sebenernya masih kuraaaaaaaang.
Gimana dunx ah ah ah ah ahhh……………
Ragu abis nih. Apa mendingan pindah ke Management aja? Aaaarrghhh. Tapi saya suka komputeeeeerrr…

Tauk ah gelapppp.